Saturday, November 01, 2008

5:38 PM

human

humanity has a history of being weak and for the most part of lives living in sin. that's what it is to be human. and i am no exception to it I often find myself fighting a battle with evil and temptation. we all have desires and wants but at times it can get mixed up between what is acceptable and what is wrong. and now i find myself in a situation where i find it uncomfortable. i got myself into a predicament. its a relationship that i do not want. but i got myself in it because of my desires. Now i do not dare face the truth, do not want to admit to the position i am in i want to out but i do not know how to put it. neither do i know what to do but just continue to deceive.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

3:41 PM

To my dearest Grandpa

To my dearest Grandpa,

I still can't believe you are no longer here with us. it has been 1 week since you departure but every time i think about it still leaves me in disbelief. Yet facts are you are gone from this world to fulfil the circle of life. You have shown me love that i never reciprocated the way you shown me. You leaving us was sudden however some how in all our hearts we knew it would come one day. We just hoped that it would not have come this soon. So to my dearest Grandpa i hope you find peace
Good Bye........

Sunday, June 08, 2008

8:50 PM

Ok I am not really a novelist or anything but just thought of writing a story hah! Haven't done a composition piece for a damn long time since Sec sch haha! so here goes (sure hope there is no Eng teachers reading this mhuahahahahah!)

Chapter 1
He clenches his fists, grits his teeth. His brain is just filled with the word WHY. It was just a simple act but yet he failed to do. He feels the chains around his heart and each time he thinks about it again it feels as if there was another weight added to it. Then he felt a droplet rolling on his cheeks.

"Could it be? Could I really be crying?" He thought to himself.

"No, its just the rain, why would a grown man like me be crying?" His nose flared up as he said that.

Even the skies felt his emotions and felt the need to cry with him as well. Never in his many years had he felt anything like this before. It was something that was new to him, an unfamiliar territory. He felt his existence at that moment was insignificant.

All he could see was just a dot in the distance. She was gone. It was too late to do anything by now, too late to even regret. So he just stood there.

Chapter 2
"RING! RING! RING!" his clumsy hands fumbled through stacks of books looking for his phone. The books came crashing pile by pile as he looked for it. When he finally found it, it had already stopped ringing. Irritated, he looked at the number. It was a number that was familiar to him, just then he had recalled something from the recesses of his mind. He remembered calling that number every week to make an order of a bunch of roses. He wondered why they were calling him, but he just not to call back and went back to sleep.

"DING DONG!" he woke up again. This time grumbling to himself, staggered towards the door. Along the way he looked at the clock, it read 13:00, he had been asleep for an hour. He then looked through the peep-hole, it was a man holding a bouquet of roses. It then dawned on him why the florist was calling him, they were probably wondering if he had forgotten to order from them. So they just delivered a bouquet just in case he did, they were known for their quality service, that is why he ordered from them in the first place.

He opened the door, accepted the flowers and told to delivery man to pass on the message to not send any flowers. He laid down the bouquet on the table and started thinking the previous night's events.

Chapter 3
To be continued.................

Sunday, May 25, 2008

10:49 PM

blog neglection

been neglecting my blog for sometime now, hah. coz reali there hasn't been much to say reali.
going army in abt 2 weeks time going to miss my freedom for 2 yrs aft dat. wud probably come out a mindless walking zombie aft dat. hoping not though but who noes? i may come out a genius! yea like dat will ever happen so i guess it pretty much is it. to my frens hu still read this space we muz meet up b4 i go in coz i do not noe when there will be other opportunities in the future.

do drop me a msg when u r done (esp CANDICE I NOE U R READING THIS) the horrible stalker read evryting here n den report bck to chap horrible lah u.

*ps do not stalk me or my blog. there is nth interesting to stalk abt. REALI!*

Friday, May 02, 2008

11:05 PM

absent

been away for sometime now as i haf been either lazy to blog, no idea what to blog or simply as of late no time to blog. currently i have a job that is killing me. wrking 12 hrs almost everyday. cant wait for the project to be over....... going in NS soon, my bro's wedding dinner is a few days away........ my parent's 30th wedding anniversary is at the end of the yr ( i m posting the last event so that i will remember it) so i muz say dat this yr has been a rather exciting yr to say the least for me n my family. we haf been rather blessed indeed.

with all these love in the air i kinda feel jealous at times and a bit hmmmm how would you put it left out? or something like that? but then again the tings i want i dun tink i can ever haf though. coz i reali like my freedom and my space. and being in a relationship that freedom and space get intruded n i dun tink i like dat at all. i dun even let my family or my frens intrude there so i dun tink i will get attached anytime soon i guess. duno........ maybe................

Friday, April 18, 2008

12:23 AM

1 week 2 notices

so it has been a rather exciting week for me. within 1 week i have 2 notices from our ever friendly government. 1st letter i received was about receiving $$$$ $500 to be exact due to the GST package. so being 21 has its advantages hah! the next notice which i received today (well since its after 12 midnight so technically its yesterday) was my enlistment letter which says 12 june which also happens to be my mum's birthday so eh i guess the surprises just keep on rolling in hah! the government's birthday present to my mum to get me out of the house hah! so rather exciting i must say o well. do drop me a note hah!

Monday, March 24, 2008

12:31 PM

1 day after b'day celebration

ok so its 1 day after easter which also happens to be 1 day after my b'day celebrations ok so its not my actual b'day yet but hey its a day dat calls for double celebration! anyway it was nice having all my frens and relatives coming down and celebrating this day wif me so glad dat they came. esp my relatives coz it shows how strong this family is still. reali glad indeed. and my frens oso thx for coming! hope u all had a gd time, reali felt bad i could not spend more time and entertain u all, but hope u all enjoyed urselves nonetheless promise 2 make it up in another time ok! anyway here are more pics of dat day and the prezzies..... hah!